An attempt at bad goth poetry
In a lonely starry night I searched for you in the sky
You are the unreachable star I´ve always reached for
you´re here again and you´ve been here for some time
Existing in a world of your own in a world not far from mine
as you were here your light flickered bright for a moment
it filled up my heart with hope to reach the unreachable star
that once had shone so bright to me.
My mind is once again full of confusion over the way we are in some situations if someone phones and wake you up they usually go
"Oh did I wake you up".
and automatically you reply.
"No you didn´t"
why do we do that? when they infact did wake you up?.
these little white lies are used by most of us all in ordinary life it makes me wonder what makes it hard to be honest enough to tell the truth even if the truth
You were standing next to me from that moment I froze and wanted to kiss you.
you took my heart away made it a slave though you seemed like a friend of mine
you were trying to escape, every second spent together running,running away from me trying to escape, my company you were always so busy trying to talk to other people trying to escape it all this now seem so very clear to me. the truth hurts!!
This weekend must go down in the history as one of my wettest ever...
I actually went out pub crawling together with some "friends" of mine to drown my sorrows... I dont know how I managed to get home, in some strange way I did.
I think I must have had a couple of Pan-Galactic Gargle Blasters the drink is mentioned in the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy as the best drink in the known universe It has the effect of having your brains smashed out with a slice of lemon...
Isn´t it kind of scary how attaced we can get to someone,
some people you´ll carry with you in your heart and mind forever...
At the moment i´m dying inside I wish there was a way for me to explain all my feelings and emotions to her I´ve lost someone who ment a great deal to me (read my other blog posts) if I would pick a few songs to try explain my thoughts and feelings I´d pick these songs and videos..
Depeche Mode - Shake the disease